The Embryo High has evaporated.
I wasn't exactly expecting all this: the IVF Two-Week Wait is a new animal to me. Frankly, I didn't realize how emotionally difficult this was going to be.
In fact, I invested so much time and energy getting to this point that I never thought about what comes after. After all of the drama and Divine Intervention of the last few days, I feel like I've entered a desert of some kind - there's nothing for miles and miles and miles.
I am preoccupied with the fact that with Divine Assistance, we created life, and it was subsequently placed in my uterus. I am overwhelmed with this crazy emotional attachment to it, along with a sickening fear about whether or not it's still there.
I know I need to stay positive, keep hopeful, keep the faith.
I just never in a million years realized how hard this was going to be. I can't even fathom how I'm going to feel the night before that pregnancy test.
The IVF 2 week wait is the CROWN JEWEL of all 2 week waits. It doesn't get any more intense than this, at least not in my humble infertility experience.
Pales. In. Comparison.
Words of wisdom from those of you who have been through this would really be welcomed.
Praying. Praying. Praying.