Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Anxiety and Stuff

Well, tomorrow is our appointment with the RE and the clinic where we think we're going to do IVF. I'm a little nervous this evening for some reason..not sure why. I'm starting to realize, slowly, that this is really happening, and that we're really going to go through with this IVF thing.

L. keeps pointing out that we're in this together, which is such a comforting thought. I think I'll hang onto that one this morning at 3 a.m. when I feel like I'm going to crawl out of my skin with anxiety. :)

I am more at peace with this. I haven't had a single case of the "why me's" in a couple of weeks. I have accepted this path in our journey, but I'm still scared.

Stay tuned.


Penny said...

I found the consultation kind of encouraging. Afterwords was when I felt all scared. There's no way I DON'T want to proceed with IVF, but at the same time, I really wish I didn't "have" to.

Carrie said...

So? How'd your appointment go?